The qualification of being your family members

Oh ya
I used to think maybe one day I will be your family members
And so
I tried to know your family members as more as I can

I think you dont even know
I used to imagine
what topic should I talk to your parents
especially your father
Cause since I knew he was less talking

And also
I used to think what to talk to ur brother & his gf

I know these maybe creepy or hyperbolic
But it was really mine thinking

And it was the very first time I used to be that way

Cause I thought maybe one day
I can wait until you introduce me to your parents
And also u knew I was waiting for that day
for quite a long times

I've been waiting for the day
that we dont have to hide anymore infront of your parents
I've been waiting for the day
that I can walk in your house instead of  curi-curi walk in

And also u used to promise me 18 years old will be the year
A chance for your mum to know me

But ya
all of these will not be happen already
nevermind, its ok :)

I do really envy and bless for your bro's gf
that she had the chance to be ur family members at the future
I do really happy for her and your family
But I know I already lost the qualification of being your family members
So, I just can bless for u guys
and I have to quit already

Hey there, bye..
;)